if she ever comes now now
i blew you out
never looked so good
venus
cladd
in
velvet
fur
silk
orchid day dream lover of long past
you or him, neither
i don't have any recollection
not whatsoever but
refuse to
you wrote to me
but really
i dont
even/ever
need/needed
i broke you off softly
but i felt harshly
did not fall
just pulled my needle out of your
vein
seasons of the witch
and forever will unfold
lotus's
in black mud
i emerge
moonflower in scarlet
bleeding for everyone.