Bleu

I.
You dash between thoughts of recklessness
thoughtlessness,
sarrow.
You are always hidden.
Up all night
between starry lucid day dreams
in your sky of a head.

II.
Under dripping bath waters
soaked stark naked and
okay with it all.
I watched you sob, solo in
a foreign bathroom
cradling your heavy head
in watery hands.

III.
I'll kiss you again and again
for endless nights,
gypsy eyes:
reflecting different countries,
purple flowers, freedom,
serpent tongues entwined.
Ragged boots
Ragged eyes
Locks of sun dripping onto
the bed with your limbs tangled in mine.

IIII.
I want you
I want you
I want you
even though, in my head, i have already bid you goodbye.