Fini

As if your heart wouldn't 
burst as I careen out
of your hotel bed
As if I could of sewed
myself to white sheets
still pretending that I 
never loved you.
Moon-
    knowing these wars were
    to sometime end and the
    riot dreams cease and my
    white flag waving as I climb
    into another cab again. Your
    lips dissipating in my backseat
    soul. 
This time we cut the 
life support, this time we
declare ourselves dirty
broken things. 
I turn the sun off.
Calling truce.